I feel so small and crushed

A colleague of mine had 2nd miscarriage. Pity and sad. I cried when I got the sms from her from hospital. My heartfelt condolences to her and family.

The first one was a girl. Now it’s a boy. She really wanted to have the baby. She was so happy. Too happy. She was more careful with this 2nd pregnancy but I guess GOD love her son more.

She is one strong woman. When we visited her, she is all smiling and entertaining us. She maybe putting a front but, to have the strength to act strong is not easy. If the situation were reverse. I will be so scattered. Too sad to even put up a strong front…

No 2?

Been having splitting headache, vomiting and feeling weak since Monday - the symptoms of pregnancy…….am I having no 2? My menses is late and im having all this symptoms similar when im carrying Rahmat. I thought Rahmat will be having a younger sibling earlier than I thought. I want to have No 2 but not this soon. We plan for No 2 when rahmat is at least 2 years old so that should be around next year. But if GOD think its best that we have No 2 now even after ways and means of preventing, we’ll accept it.

So the question remains- am I having No 2 soon?
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A visit to the doctor, urine sample taken and a few minutes later ……FALSE ALARM.
Chey! Never mind that is always next time……hehe

Penawar hati ku

Fed-up with work….so stress…aarrggghhh!!!!


Lucky I have my baby to cool me down and comfort me. Love you baby!

Who to blame for extra-marital affairs?

Was talking (gossiping more like it) with colleagues of mine about one of our ex-colleague (lets call her pompuan) who is dating a married man (lets call him jantan). Si Pompuan is aware that Jantan is married with a kid but somehow love and attraction blossom between them. Pompuan tries her best to hide but her action and accidental blurting makes everyone find out.

Ok back to topic…this colleague of mine (call her A) feels that it could due to Jantan wife did not treat him well or etc. While another colleague feels that its Jantan who is at fault for
1. having affair
2. mislead Pompuan into it.

Colleague A feels that what happen in the marriage we don’t know. So we should not put the blame to anyone. (so diplomatic kan hehe)

Want to know how I see this whole story…who to blame or at fault…

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Buat bodoh sudah la…..bukan rumahtangga aku…buat ape aku jadi makcik tingkap kan..hehe

Have a great weekend people....I'm going shopping. YEAH HA!