Favourism

As much as I do not want to practice favourism with my kids but its unavoidable. I know I sayang Rahmat more…..probably because I really try hard to conceive and finally GOD answered our prayers.

I hope my favourism will not too obvious else Ridzwan will hate me :(

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My heart feel very sore, my head spinning & my stomache is having a dance party. I dont know what to think or trust or believe. I wished I can let it out but i cant. I need to find more "bottles" to store all this crap. Reasons are just too lame & comical......

To make worse, I feel nausea. . .

I need a lot of strength.