how i've grown

As I look through my photos, how much bigger I have grown. I just keep growing & growing, rounder and rounder. Sigh. I use to be 45Kg back in school. Got married and I put on few kilos to 50Kg. Then I manage and try very hard to stop it at that range. Then I got pregnant and put on MORE kilos. What’s my weight now? SIGH. Its definitely not 45Kg hehe.

Last Saturday, one of papayaface auntie commented that I have put on so much weight. I could only smile. The hard fact that “Yes I’m Fat”. Somehow her comments motivate me to try shred some kilos. I went for a jog on Sunday while papayaface played soccer with his cousins. As I know that its been ages ago that I last had a good jog, I did not set too high expectations of running a 2.4km. After the jog, I felt very fresh that I can’t sleep at night. Haha. I decide to keep it this way. Every Saturday will bring Rahmat for swimming which also excise for me then Sunday, go for a run. I will push my Big Fat Ass to get up and put on those running shoes. I must and I will. Insya-allah.


me in 1996. during sec sch.


in 1999. poly days. hari raya outing



i start to put on weight.



see how fat i've grown? even my hubby say i look like the one behind. you cant tell the diff rite?